loving and caring hardworking and loyal

Im a filipina 31 yrs.old married with 2 kids almost 5 yrs.housemaid here in qatar the only bread winner as the first child of my parents supporting them with their necessities..i was 2nd level college taken elementary education major in music arts and physical education due to lackedof money ang perseverance i quitted..but i still want to help my parents inspite of being married that whyi tried working abroad life is though but i have to get through please help me to employ again once i go back home.